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Tuesday, March 10, 2009

i would just like to start off by saying:

fuck csun housing.

ANYWAY, im gon' vent. hopefully no one reads this. but if youre bored, be my guest.

so ive hated dorming since day motherfuckin one. AUGUST 25. i ws forced to dorm by my dumbass mother who thinks dorming is "good for me". first week i started dorming, i lost ten pounds, got really sick, had no appetite to eat, and i was homesick as fuck. my roommates are shit. they dont fuckin clean anything. the dorm hasnt been cleaned EVER. me and ashley are the only ones who actually do shit. no one buys napkins, paper towels, and toilet paper. no one does the dishes. no one cleans up after themselves. FUCK THEM. so beginning of january, i finally convinced my mom that dorming was shit for me cuhs I LEARNED NOTHING. all my mom does is send me to this shitty ass place to waste $1000 every month. and for what? me being in la 4 days a week and in northridge 3 days a week. i hate dorming. i would rather live in la. i fucking hate it. so we spend about two months preparing my housing cancellation request. you need a letter from yourself, parent, and bank statements that prove that youre going broke. then, you turn it in and hope that they accept your request. (they can deny it) i finally fucking turn that shit in last week and today i get a letter in the mail saying that my request is denied.

WHO THE FUCK DO THEY THINK THEY ARE

my mom is fuckin negative in her fuckin bank cuhsa this bullshit ass dorms+mealplan and they fuckin reject my request to fucking leave the motherfucking dorms. i fucking hate it. i even started slowly moving out last month so that when i actually DO move out, it'll be a lot easier and quicker for me.

i fucking hate the dorms with a motherfuckin passion. i hate dorming more than anything. i fucking hate it and i cant believe my moms dumbass actually thought this was gon' help me. if anything, ALL i learned was that food is a lot of money. how did i learn this? well, i practically starve myself at the dorms cuhs i dont have money to buy food. fuck freshman 15. its more like fucking freshman negative three for me. this is fucking bullshit and i fucking hate life.

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Wednesday, February 11, 2009

besides the cold weather, my family going broke, everyone's flu symptoms, and increasing gas prices,

i love life.
i love my family
i love my boyfriend
i love school

AND i'll be celebrating my first valentines day with someone special :)

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Saturday, October 18, 2008

so, i gotta admit..

csun aint that bad.

BUT.

i am sick. very sick. oh so sick. so very sick. super sick.

therefore, i hate csun.

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Wednesday, September 24, 2008

so i've had two ghost encounters within two weeks of this month at csun in my dorm.

fuck my life.

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Thursday, August 28, 2008

i know its only been three days

but on a scale of 1-10 on how happy i am here

its like a 2. like serious shit. ugh fuck northridge and fuck dorming.

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